This is one of my favorite weekends of the year, I get the weekend off and I get to go dance my ass off. This year it wasn’t as great a usual I didn’t have my normals to hang with, I was told someone was coming to hang with me. Then that person pretty much ignored me all weekend. I found out some things that just made me feel like a complete idiot.
I’m sure my trust issues with men have just doubled. They lie they cheat and they go wherever they think they’re going to get lucky. Just because I’m no a sure thing just because I won’t sleep with you, you’re a jerk!
I’m not heartbroken I’m more disappointed that I listened to your bullshit and lies. Don’t text me asking how am I doing. Can we hang out. I should have given up on you when you made me pay for our date.
I need to stay away from losers and scrubs. Something in my life made me deserve to be treated this way. I get stood up or I have to drive and pay. I get left hanging and looking dumb. I had better luck falling for guys I knew I never had a chance with at least then I never got hurt in the process. I’m destined to be alone for ever. I must be pathetic unlucky and a loser because my life is pure crap. Nothing makes me feel better anymore. I’m even crying as I type this right now. I can’t flirt, I get mistaken as a guy all the time, I really am just one of the boys. The men in my life have me spot girls for them, use me as a wingman. When I dress up they never say you look nice it’s always dude you look dumb in that go change or what the hell is on your face.
I give up!!